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20 April 2007

tar & daisies

I have had a love hate relationship with my studio ever since I moved into it eight years ago. I once had a garage space studio in the lovely San Francisco neighbourhood of Potrero Hill complete with a backyard garden, a fig tree that had doves nesting in it and Java, the neighbors dog, to keep me company. Then the dot com boom hit and I (like so many other people) was forced out by a doubled rent that I could not afford. I put my studio in storage for about a year until my good friend Maggie offered to rent me a corner of her warehouse space in the Bayview District of San Francisco. I remember very well the first time I drove out to look at the space. It was a rainy gray day and as I drove closer to the warehouse I became increasingly depressed. It did not resemble my fig tree studio one bit. Push came to shove and I took Maggie up on her offer and moved in. I was spoiled by my Potrero Hill studio and now had to settle for the urban tangle of the Bayview.


Since I moved into the building I have occupied three different spaces. I moved with Maggie twice as her business grew and then she went out of business in 2002 and then Beni , a potter down the hall offered me a space in his studio.
As the years have passed my distaste for my studio and the neighborhood has turned into affection and appriciation. The building mostly houses businesses, including everything from fortune cookie makers, harpsichord builders, motorcycle mechanics, popcorn poppers, cheese distributors, model makers, shippers, purse manufacturers, the odd painter, screen printers and the most interesting of all...a dildo maker. Oh yes, I have a piano builder on one side of me and a dildo maker on the other side. A girls dream indeed...music and well...eh hem, you get it... To top it off there is a French bakery downstairs so the smell of fresh bread baking greets me when I come into the building. Pleasure indeed! These things have succeeded in distracting me from the piles of garbage everywhere, the drug users and vagrants that hang out in the back of the building and the enormous field that stretches to the bay that is oh so beautiful and oh so toxic (it was once a navy shipyard and is contaminated with all kinds of toxic waste). There are even a couple of dogs named Ginger and Zed that greet me with barks and wagging tails when I drive into the parking lot.


There is beauty there too though sometimes I have to look for it through the muck. I was taking photographs today along the fence that divides the warehouse parking lot from the toxic field. I was admiring all the wild flowers in bloom, picking yellow daisies and then I stepped on something very strange only to realize it was an old glove stuck to an oozing blob of black tar. That is kind of how it is out there, tar and daisies... All mixed together. I like the fact that it a place where people work and are creative but it is not just artists. I like the mix of professional and eccentric. I like the guy who regularly walks through the parking lot and hollers out to me "Hey Girrrrl!" I holler back, How ya doin' ?! Then I head up to my studio betwixt the dildo maker and the piano builder and get to work.





22 November 2006

thanks!



the long list

  • My relationship with mother (we did not speak for nine years). We are very close now and talk regularly.
  • My big sister (who was a mother to me when my mother wasn’t being a mother).
  • That I am able to make a living doing what I love.
  • All the times I have been in love (a lot!).
  • To lose love(s). It has humbled me and taught me to let go.
  • That I am still falling in love.
  • My friends. (Who have been family to me when I thought myself an orphan).
  • My Father. Who shipped me off to Hungary when I was nineteen and changed the course of my life.
  • My big brother. Who built model cars with me for and giving me my first car when I was sixteen (a datsun 1967 411).
  • That I can run five miles at the age 42!
  • My health! My health! My health!
  • That I never smoked, got into drugs or got pregnant as a teenager. (See above; thanks to big sister).
  • For all of my travels to amazing places and All the amazing people I have made friends with along the way.
  • Mucineni (Aunt Muci in Hungarian) The famous circus performer who taught me that a woman could live out her dreams.
  • My Mom (again!) who taught me the love of food.
  • OH and again my mom, who sewed all my clothes for me when I was little (and even some now) even though she hated sewing.
  • My fabulous, kind and generous neighbors (and their very cute dog Karina)
  • My studio mate, Beni. It couldn’t get any better!
  • Twenty years of restaurant experience. Oh the things I have seen and heard!
  • The friends I have made working in restaurants. The most brilliant people I know. Never and I mean NEVER underestimate the wisdom of a food server.
  • That I can still spin pizza dough. (My first restaurant job).
  • My sweet little apartment in this great city.
  • Being surrounded by Artists and Craftspeople.
  • That the earth is still spinning. We need to take good care!
  • Music.
  • Cookies. I love ‘em and life just wouldn’t be as sweet with out them.
  • All the amazing plants and animals that inhabit this planet.
  • That George Bush will be out of office very soon! I still can’t stand the sound of that man’s voice.
  • The Schnick family. Who turned me on to Art and continually inspire me. Molly and Susannah, the closest I ever came to having children of my own, and who are now my friends.
  • To all of the people who continually support me and what I do. That means YOU!
  • Blessings to all of you. Remember to love one another. Even if it means you have to do it while the T.V. is blasting a football game.